*MeaNiNg*

The sky is up,

And the moon is shining brightly,

The win blows, so strong does it goes,

But today, it’s blows me away

They whisper, things I couldn’t say

Though I feel the peacefulness and the emptiness it brings.

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They say don’t wait,

Don’t wait here, just be on your way,

I’m afraid you might miss the train, and what if he never come?

I’ll miss out on the lesson so I took an oath,

To never wait, never again to wait

Then I sat down, I look up and down,

Pondering, thinking, wondering,

You can’t imagine how heavy my head feels,

It’s you this time, wind, can you not help me?

I can’t get him out of my head.

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If I could choose the person I love,

I would have chosen the one who love me,

But why  is it that those eyes are the one that capture me,

He doesn’t have the look, he isn’t all that rich,

Why then mother earth? Do I still long for him?

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It may have sound ridiculous,

But I cry like hell over the fact, he’s not mine to have and to hold,

I waited for him but why can’t he?

Maybe I was wrong, for not telling,

Confessing the only feeling that I never thought I could feel,

I’m too shy, thinking if it’s meant to be then it’ll be.

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Maybe honey,

I deserve much better,

Maybe love,

Without you I’ll be happier,

Maybe someday I’ll realized,

You’re not the person I want or need,

So I’m wishing you, all the happiness as I would feel,

Cause I know that from this moment, and all and those that will come my way,

Happiness is with me, as long as the meaning stay.

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( This poem has stayed in my draft for quite a while so I just had to post it. haha. I can’t remember when and why I wrote it.LOL)